Kim Strikes Back, Episode II

Hi guys...it has been so long since I last posted something on this blog liao...been MIA-ing for close to one month liao...as to y I have been mia-ing for so long, well I dun think I will wan to reveal what it is here...its just something that happens which make me feel sad and unable to carry on contributing to the class blog...so to all my faithful readers of KIMILOGY, KIM is back with a vengeance...mentally and physically stronger and w/o any tinge of sadness nor obsession with the hills in Singapore, namely Elephant Hill…hehe…(sorry, it’s an insider joke that only a few members of AI FO HUI knows…)

Ok….just to update other readers who might be concerned with what I been doing all this while (is there anyone?), basically, I have been doing nothing lah…in the daytime just slack ard in camp, then went to do some exercise while at nite, I have been reflecting and thinking about issues that have happened…well….finally I have think it through and now the month of March shall marks the beginning of a “new” me…. So some might ask…how “new”? Frankly speaking, I’m not sure also…its just that come to think of it, I have not been doing things that I have always wanted to do…either because of apprehension or fear of trying new things (humji, for those who need a hokkien translation), I’m not sure….but this is going to change… I have realized that if you are not going to do it now, then when? Till u get old or till u are out there working your ass off that u have no time for yourself and regretting what you have not done when you could have did it long ago…me? I’m not going to wait for that to happen….I dun know about others, but I feel that there are more impt things out there which needs our attention, things like family, meaning of life, having fun, etc… If you dun get what I mean, try this: when you wake up tomorrow morning, ask yourself, how do I wan to remember my life?

Ok, now to another point…why do people make new frens? I dun get it… If you are satisfied with your current lot of frens, why do u have to make effort to make new ones… when your social circle widens, do you really know how to discern between true and fair-weather frens? I admit I’m a sentimental soul (take note: I’m not gay, just metro! Hey, stop puking, I saw that!!) who harks back to old friendships, but y not? Hmm… I think that the more people one know, the lonelier one will get…ok I will stop here…

Kk, last but not least, just an update of what I’m going to do 4 the rest of the month…On the 25th, 26th and 27th, I will be going for a Mt Ophir trip, so I wun be available for soccer, ok hf…newae by going on this trip, I will have completed one of the three things I wan to do before going uni…one…get a riding license (failed the first attempt…got 22 points…hey dun laugh…I will pass 2nd time), two….go on a diving trip at tioman and three…scale a mountain…so tts all from me…signing out now… leave you guys with a song from hoobastank which accompanies me through my night reflection session….

The Reason
Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Current song: Tong Hua by Guang Liang
Current Mood: Happy